Mamazala please hide my Identity for my children's sake. I am a pastor's child and I have been caught far too many times with this cheating demon and I am tired of it.
The demon is stubborn and just won't leave me alone. I got it from one of the church member. This woman knows that I got it from her but she's now acting like she doesn't know. She even avoids talking to me because she knows it might just jump back into her.
She has even stopped coming to church and when I go to her house she runs in the house and lock herself in. She talks to me through a closed window.
This very woman was a church member and she was well known for being a home wrecker. We welcomed her in our church and we would always pray for her. One day she called me and asked me to meet her at the church, alone.
It was during the week, she was crying and begging me. I asked her if it's fine if I tell my husband (the pastor) where I was going and why I was going? Because I was suspicious as to why she would want to see me alone.
She said I can tell him but he just shouldn't be there. I felt at ease with the fact that she was okay with someone knowing I was going to meet up with her. In my head it meant I will me be safe.
When I arrived at church she was already there, inside the church crying. I sat next to her and asked that we pray and we did. She didn't say anything to me since my arrival. After my prayer she just got up like a possessed zombie, looked me straight in my eyes for like a minute.
I wanted to break the eye contact but I couldn't. When she was done she looked at me and said I am so sorry mother and she stormed out. I found that very weird but didn't think much about it.
I got up and went back home. When I arrived at home I told my husband that the woman didn't even say anything to me. I arrived prayed for her and after the prayer she stormed out.
He said maybe she had a confession and changed her mind, he added that it happens a lot with other church members. I didn't mention the eye contact because what was the point? I thought to myself.
Sunday came and we went to church, every man in the church was just attractive to me,even the younger ones. Married, single, sick all of them.
I just wasn't concentrating that day, I didn't even hear a thing. I was drooling over every one of the men. After church when we got home I did the deeds with my husband but I was just not getting enough. He even complained, I was wild.
This thing continued. I was finding every male figure attractive teens going down. In malls, my neighbors, petrol attendance, garden boys and everyone one of the legal age.
I prayed and fasted but it was like the more I did those things is the more it gets worse. I then started approaching them and doing the deeds. I just couldn't help it. My husband found out about some of the men and sent me home.
Being at my parents house made things even worse. I continued and wives started confronting me and some would even get physical. That still wouldn't stop me. No one wants anything to do with me now. I sometimes get thrown with stones or get insulted being in a public space.
I have even stopped going anyway. I am living the very same life that the woman was living. I am now even thinking that she exchanged her energies through that eye contact.
Tried visiting her and she literally runs into the house and talks to me through a closed window. My husband still comes by to pray for me once a week and we end up doing the deeds. I sometimes think he is not even here for the prayer session but for the second part of the session. I have transformed into a wild teen and you can tell that he enjoys the deed so much.
He even rushes through the prayer with an already woke third leg. I want to not give him the satisfaction of his lust but whatever animal that's living inside me won't let anything pass by. It is just hungry for everyone.
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