I am pregnant with my father's child how do I tell my mother

 

Please hide my Identity.

I am 26 and I am seven months pregnant and my mother won't stop nagging about who the father is, she says they have to take me to the father's family to find out if the boy responsible is taking responsibility or not. 

I've been ducking and dodging this topic but she's now becoming very angry about it. She says that it would be an embarrassing thing if I don't know who the father is. She's even hinting that if I have been with different men then atleast I must tell her my last period and last deeds so that we can try to calculate who could be the father.

Where do I even begin telling her that I went behind her back and found my father? She has given me all that I needed to know to find him but begged me to say away from him.

I went ahead and searched for him on social media till I found him. We arranged to meet, my father is a very rich man. I went to his mansion and found out that he is married to a girl who is just two years older than me.

He built her a mansion, bought her cars and she uses his black cards. The problem began when everytime I ask my dad for something he refers me to his wife, WHY?

I could see that she didn't like me much. She went as far as requesting DNA tests, she almost died of a heart attack when the results proved that her husband is really my dad. 

I found out dad's interests and hobbies so that I could spend more time with him. We began spending a lot of time together, all I wanted was to win his heart as a daughter so that he could buy me a car and give me his black card. 

The more time we spent together the more I developed feelings for him. I am even Embarrassed to say even now with the pregnancy I am glad it happened.

Unlike my mom, he will take care of this baby. None negotiable. So far he has been supportive and he has even bought me a car. He is doing all this things so that no one ever finds out that he is the father. 

He wanted me to terminate and I refused. I can now get anything out of him without having to go through his wife. Life is good for me. I even moved out of my mom's house I live in a rented apartment while he's building me a house. 

My baby will not grow up the way that I did. My baby will have everything that I never had and more. My mother will never find out who my real baby daddy is.

My father is planing on paying a young man my age to act like he is responsible for the pregnancy, at a price. And I am so okay with it. 

My mom is married, she got married when I was just 5 years old. Her husband has forced himself on me since I was seven years old. When I was 10 I told my mother about it and she didn't get him arrested. She just chose to send him packing and I sometimes bump into him in the streets.

Scott Free. She asked me not to open a case or the case will drag and I'll never heal and people will just be roasting and judging us with painful comments to top it all. 

I don't think she even cares about me but I've let go. Maybe one day if I decide to tell her who my baby daddy is, it will just remain between us because my mom and I bury pain, we don't deal with it.