Today I am 29 and hurt to let everyone know that my father started raping me at age 12. My mom passed away when I was 6 and I've been living with my grandmother until she passed away at 11.
My BIOLOGICAL father then took me in to live with him in Johannesburg with his wife and my half brother. He has been raping me since that I sometimes wondered if he's really my father.
The first time I fell pregnant he gave me pills. I bled until I fainted and my stepmother rushed me to Johannesburg. She is honestly a very kind woman and I feel so sad that she's married to a monster.
My father rushed to the hospital after my stepmother told him. I was helped to have a safe abortion at the hospital. I heard my dad telling the Doctors, nurses and my stepmother that I had a boyfriend.
My stepmother asked when do I see the boyfriends because I am always home. My dad then told her that he has caught me multiple times coming home very early in the morning but he didn't say anything because he didn't want my stepmother to stress about a child that's not hers, he even added that he was scared she might want to chase me and i had no one to care for me.
After realizing that everyone believed him, he then continued raping me. I have had 8 abortions and all this were done at home with pills.
I ran away from home at age 26 and lived in the streets. I finaly lender in Tshwane were I started seeing social workers and they found me a safe place. I have opened a case against my father.
I now wish to be reunited with my step mother but I am scared how she will receive me or what she now thinks of me. She has treated me so well that I think she deserves to know the truth.
He made me believe that families do such a thing and it's normal.
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