Please help me, I think I am bewitched to steal. I have made mistakes in the past and they are now catching up with me. I have become an excessive thief.
Mamazala growing up I was a naughty child who was unruly and disrespectful. I used to terrorise the community and hid under my mother's skirt.
My mother was a judge and I would never stay in jail. I am going to be brutally honest because I really need help. Please I begg do not judge me harshly. It took me a lot of guts to write on this page.
You guys give sane advices please see me through. I used to bully people, steal and force myself on girls. I did all this because I knew I was untouchable under my mother's watch.
I started off stealing little things such as pens, erasers and crayons in primary. I would kiss girls and run away leaving them crying,this was in primary. In high school my stealing graduated to literally mugging other students and then steal money and phones from teachers.
Sometimes I'd be reported but my mother would defend me. As I grew older I became worse. My mother was a very cheeky woman and she would tell anyone who spoke bad about me where to get off. At first she didn't think I was capable.
By the time she realised that the community wasn't lying it was already too late. I was now stealing from home. Should we have visitors coming over I'd break into their cars, especially her colleagues.
I steal even things I don't need or want. Things that no one would buy. I steal at spaza shops, liquor stores and break into houses at night.
I grew up well with everything I wanted and needed. Raised by a single mother who has done well for herself. My mother has been the one protecting me. People got tired of her protecting me and they also got tired of me being bigger than the law so they murdered my mom.
We still don't know who did it, but I think they broke into my house at night looking for me, I saw them stabb my mom multiple times and I jumped out through the window before they could see me.
They stole nothing to show that they just wanted blood. I have since been messed up and I swore to my mother's grave that I will stop my criminal life. It's been impossible to stop. The community almost killed me when they found me forcing myself on a helpless old lady. I was saved by the police who arrived on time.
I was arrested and released after serving my sentence. I tried living a legit life but it only lasted a few months. In those months I got a girlfriend and I messed up by trying to force myself on her daughter. She didn't lay charges on me but she wants nothing to do with me.
The honest truth is I want to live a legit life, but everytime I am sleeping there are voices forcing me to go steal. They get louder and louder and won't stop until I do as I am told.
I went to consult twice and both prophets told me that I stole from a bottle store and the owner cursed me to become an excessive criminal.
I stole from two bottle stores when I was in high school, I stole money and alcohol. I was told to go apologise to the owner. The unfortunate part of this is that both owners have passed away.
I am a varsity graduate and I am still breaking the law like I won't need employment. I have a criminal record already. I keep messing up.
I now steal pigs and goats at night, just to kill them and throw them away. None of my relatives want anything to do with me. They all say my mom spoiled me hence I am what I am today. I have also stolen from them when they tried taking me in.
I am a hopeless case, one of the liquor store I stole from is a Zimbabwean man. I have a feeling he might be the one who dealt with me. Where do I go for help? I've tried churches known to be powerful but even there I steal from them.
Please help me, I will do anything to live a normal life. I am tired of always looking over my shoulder.
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