I cook and bake for a living. My problem started when I got married to a man who has been playing with my heart. This man has betrayed me with several women.
I don't even know why I keep forgiving him because he has made me very bitter. I now dislike everyone especially men. I'm naturally a very shy and quite person with very few friends. I don't like talking about my private life to my small circle though.
I work at a restaurant and my confession is that I get very angry when I see a couple dining. I always prepare their food in the most dirtiest way. I go as far as scratching myself everywhere and touching their food.
I even lick their food or spit in it. I need counseling mamazala my hate for a happy couple is extreme. When I cook at home I do the worst. I cook using toilet water and I sit on the food. I only live with my husband luckily because if we lived with our kids I would serve them the food too.
I have even lost the love and passion for my job. I know what I'm doing is totally wrong but I always console my self by saying aslong as it doesn't kill them it is making them stronger.
When I am booked to cook for a wedding I do the outmost worst, I'll rather not mention it because a lot here will vomit and might never eat at any weddings. But when i am booked to cook a funeral of a man, I cook the cleanest food. I am even happy to cook there and I take hygiene very serious.
I imagine the funeral being that of my husband and me being at my happiest and enjoying cooking for his funeral. I have never spoken to anyone about this nor written to anyone. Please keep me anonymous.
By the way I don't even go to church anymore because my husband is an intense church goer who sins. I want nothing to do with church because of that man.
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