I have messed with the wrong woman's marriage as a teen. I later left the man after being harrased and assaulted by his wife and kids. At some point the woman told me that I am messing with the wrong marriage and I'll pay with tears.
I didn't read much into it but now I see that it wasn't a threat it was a promise. Mamazala it's been 10 years now since I've left the man and I've been paying with tears as told.
Every man I date loses their mind, these men walks around barefoot, plastic on their heads and pants worn wrong while topless. They go around screaming and shouting my name when they see every girl.
They yell scream and shout in fear, they even cry while calling my name. My life is now hell. Their families have confronted me with so much anger. They are saying I am a witch and I have bewitched their sons, brothers, uncle etc.
I no longer even walk freely where I come from because even the kids run away when they see me. No one wants to be associated with me.
There are days when the ex boyfriends seem to be in a good mood, that day they walk around stealing kisses from every girl while saying out my name. All four men I've tried dating have totally lost their minds after our first time.
All along they were hundred percent fine with no history of all mental illness. The mental illness starts the very first time we did the deeds. All hell break lose from that point on.
I now stay indoors because the community once tried to burn me because they believe I have bewitched all the man I date, they are convinced I'm responsible because the man scream my name with so much fear.
I am always locked inside the house, my mom passed away a couple of months ago and only a few of my family showed up for the funeral.
But you could see that the relatives that showed up were very uncomfortable around me. What made thinks worse between my community and I is, with my fourth boyfriend going mad i then realised that this is becoming serious.
I connected with a Sangoma I found online and he came to my house to cleanse me. He came wearing the attire and he got lost so he went around in the village asking for directions to my house. That made everything worse and the community concluded that indeed I am a witch.
There's just so much going on and I really really need help. The Sangoma came but we never had the cleansing because he was very expensive. But he however was able to help me with consultation where he confirmed that there is a woman I've hurt so much in my past, she has cast a spell on my love life.
Did I mention that a couple of weeks ago I went to plaza to buy bread, I only go to the shop very early in the morning. When the shops open at 8am I'm already waiting by the door so that by the time people wake up I'm already back in the house.
A couple of weeks ago I bumped into my ex, the married man. He was dropping off a very young girl from my village, I don't know what happened the minute I saw him I started having a panic attack, it was like I was seeing a ghost. I am so scared of him now that I want absolutely nothing to do with him.
Should I apologize to his wife so that she set me free from the spell or should I continue my journey of seeking help?
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