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My daughter is dangerous


My 20 year old child turned into an evil young lady that even I became scared of. I feel like I have failed as a mother. She has two of the biggest snakes that she sacrifices our family for.

Every year she feeds the snakes one of our family members. My mother a 74 year old was her first victim. When my daughter was 7 years old I started struggling financially because her dad decided to stop maintaining us and I had just lost my job.

I lost my job when I broke up with him, I believe he is the reason why I lost my job. The day I told him I was done with the relationship, he told me that I will soon amount to nothing. He is Malawian but lives in SA. 

He was abusive and controlive so I got really fed up. I packed my bags and went back to my mother's house. I waited for December holidays to start before I dumped him, I didn't want my daughter to leave school in the middle of her academics. Fine we moved back home and my mother was happy to have us. 

My big brother, his wife and 4 kids lived with my mom. They were happy to have us. The new year began and my daughter started at her new school, i went back to work only to be told I've been retrenched within a week of going back after the leave I took.

There was nothing I could do since I was told that the company was bankrupt. I Called my baby daddy and told him this and he told me to bring his daughter to stay with him. I refused and told him to just pay for her school fees and transport and the rest I will figure out on my own. He refused.

I decided to let him but as the year passed I realised I was struggling. My baby daddy was a very rich man so I had no choice but to surrender giving him my daughter. She was 9 and in grade 4 at that time.

She could only visit me once a year, my daughter looked happy and well taken care of was I wasn't regretful of my decision. I kept on thinking that I will get her back as soon as I get a job. But my journey in job hunting was fruitless. 

I chose for my daughter to visit me every December holidays because they were longer. She would visit me with a 5kg bag filled with a lot of money, notes only. We wouldn't even count it but it came very helpful to us. We would have the best festives yearly.

She told me that she saved up the money from the pocket money she got during the year. We would buy lots of groceries, clothes for my brother's kids and a few home things just to make the house look nice. 

It was a yearly thing and we were grateful for my daughter for doing this for us because We struggled a lot during the year

It became something we got used to but things changed when my daughter's father passed away. My daughter was 16 at that time. She came to live with us leaving her father's siblings at that house. She said they didn't get along and they now treated her differently.

My daughter was acting strange, I noticed this the last time she came to visit us before her dad passed away. Her weirdness was continuing. She would sometimes sit in the dark and just start talking to herself.

Sometimes she would sit with us but only her body would be present. We would shake and pinch her but she would be sitting with her eyes focused on one place. When she comes back to us then she would swear like she was running really fast. 

I tried talking to her about this but she would get angry and tell me to leave her alone. My mom died that year, the day she died we felt something crawling outside at night, it was as if that thing was crawling in. Circle around the house and it was a heavy crawl. 

It continued the whole night and we were all scared to go outside. As we were all preparing to sleep, we heard my mom screaming, she said "inyoka", we all ran to her and she said she saw a very big snake at her window. My daughter just stood there like she wasn't even scared.

I noticed but kept quiet, the next day my mom was found dead. A month after burying my mom my daughter started being a big spender. But the money was never at the bank she always had her money in the room but you'd never see her going to the bank.

Even if you asked for a large amount of money from her, she would have that money. We were once again living extremely comfortably. When I asked her about the money she said just because I don't see her going to the atm doesn't mean she doesn't go. She claimed that her dad left her a lot of money.

My ex had rumors about having money snakes and that is why I was suspicious of my daughter. The following year after my mom passed, my brothers last born passed away the very same way. It was around the same month just a different year. 

He also said he saw a very big snake staring at him by the window and the next day he was gone. My brother followed his youngest son the following year, the very same way. 

Then my brothers wife died the same way, we had lost 4 people since my daughter came to live with us. When the snake came the next year for another member I used anointing oil to sprinkle the yard and I believe that helped. It struggled to enter our yard and I knew right there and there that this was my daughter's doings.

She became so frustrated and angry. While she was acting up in the house we could feel that something else was happening outside. Whenever she wanted to step outside she would come back jumping up and down crying touching her body as if something was burning her. 

I've tried to ask her to confess but she denies everything. How do I get someone who refuses to confess help? I blame myself for ever letting her stay with her paternal family in my absence. How can I ever make this right? I am now next and I have hidden my anointing oils but I can tell she's hunting for them badly so.

If she ever gets a hold of them then I am dead. Please help me help her without hurting her. 

She's just a child that I abandoned, she needs help and I will never stop blaming myself for trusting that man with my only child.