Hi admin please post for me and keep me anonymous ,I'm a 16 year old girl ,when my father died he left my mom his beneficiary as she was the last wife from him many wives ,his other children never got to have the money because my mom didn't know about them.
Okay my mom doesn't get along with my father's side of the family I never understood why coz she never allowed me to visit them always saying they'll kill me ,so in 2015 my grandmother (my father's mother) died I attended the funeral.
As soon as me and my aunty stepped in the yard my father's siblings said they wanted the money and my mom was the one who should have accompanied me not my aunty and I was told my grandmother wanted to see me before she died.
When we came back I started asking about my dad and everything his siblings were talking about I never really got the answers I need from my mom ,as I live with my aunt and her kids I asked her but she said it was never her place fine.
After some months I had strange dreams I never understood I was scared to ask about them so I kept quiet ,fast forward I started losing friends and people distanced themselves from me and gossip about me but that didn't bother me much because I enjoy my own company ,in grade 9 I discovered that I have a gift (madloti asemantini) ,life got really hard for me ,i dropped on my academics.
I was a top achiever ,I saw visions about people and those things would happen I tried controlling myself but I failed ,most of the times I'd see things and they'd weigh on me so I had to tell them else I'd get sick ,my family thought I had demons took me to various churches but nothing helped eventually they let me be ,when I was in grade 10 I was passing but I would see ghosts and spirits.
I would talk to them like alive people ,in school everybody thought I was weird ,I saw a lot going on in that school then in term two I started dropping again on my academics ,I passed and went to grade 11 I decided to sit with someone I'm not familiar with coz I thought my friends were making me play in class ,yhoo the girl bewitched me.
She started by making me not see visions anymore then used my brains to study for herself luckily I had a dream about it before it was too late I told my family they didn't believe me then I saw an old lady I think she was a ghost telling me to not sit on the issue after I looked Away she vanished.
Tomorrow morning I was told to go fetch water in a dam there were little animal like swimming around ,I was so worried Even close to tears then a man approached me and told me that the little animals were my angels because no animal stay in such little water then I told my family again.
They took me to a ZCC church where I was clarified that I was bewitched and I should go to that church every now and then so exams approached I didn't have enough money to travel to church so I stopped even now when I plan to go I either use the Money for something else or i just lose it.
I no longer feel safe ,I feel a heavy weight on me everytime ,that girl stopped school because of pregnancy but I always feel her presence and I can't pay much attention in class I'll forget next week what I learnt this week ,so I want to know if the girl could be still doing evil in my life.
Should I go to church ,or honour my gift and go under water for initiation ðŸ˜ðŸ’” please advise me , I'll read comments
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