Hide me I really need help.
Last year I dated this girl. She knows that I have a girlfriend back home but I promised to treat her right of which I failed. She was not perfect but she was different from any girl that I ever dated. Even when am stranded, she'll be the one I tell first because I knew she was gonna make a plan for me.
She's the first girl to give me money and treat me right. She could even use her last R50 to give me and I believed she loved me so much. I started to take her goodness for granted as she had shown me in different ways that she can do anything for me.
When I met her she was doing her second year and I was also in my second year (same University). She was clean, I mean I am the first guy she had sex with even though she had long term relationships before. She was 20 years at that time and I was 21.
As time goes I started mistreating her and not giving her attention like before. When we were about 3 months in our relationship she told me that she's pregnant. I dumped her right away and told her to do abortion and never talk to me again and uttered hurtful words on her that I also can't stand them. I even told her that I never loved her. I then started giving my girlfriend from home enough attention and posted her on my status for that girl to see her.
What surprised me is that she never blocked me after everything I did to her, she just ignored me in anyway.My girlfriend at home found out and then I blamed it to the girl. I even blocked her because my girlfriend at home wanted me to. I blocked her 3 times until I delete her number but she didn't react nor tried to reach out using other social media platform. She passed Even after what I did to her and this year she's doing her 3rd year.
My life was so good for months since I broke up with her. Just this year, the very same month I broke up with her last year my life started changing To be a living hell. I started failing, tried suicide and I even dropped out. As am typing here, my life is stagnant.
I even decided to consult to more than 2 people but they are telling the same thing. They told me that there's only one girl who will make my life free, the one I've hurt. They told me that "ke ngwana wa badimo" and her badimo doesn't want to see her angry as it takes them so much to heal her.
They told me that she's the only girl for me and she is going to come back. I tried contacting her so that she can free me but she wants nothing to do with me after what I did to her. I need help please, my life is stagnant and I also want to complete my Degree.
At this point I have no funding... everything is a mess nje. Please Gents not every girl is meant to be hurt. Ohh and about the pregnancy, she had miscarriage.
I need help please help me.
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