Hi admin please hide my name as this is a true story even though it might sound like a mzansi magic movie🤣🤣🤣 but trust me it is real and I hope my young genuine sisters out there would recognise some of the signs and get the message to save themselves and put themselves first.
I will be writing in parts so please bear with me🙏
Growing up I was a very shy and confused child but mainly I was empty becouse I had to bury a part of me my Father when I was at the age of 9.
My mother wasnt a mother at all. She changed men infrount of us, had sex with men while we are sleeping in the same room as her. At home we are 3 girls only, different fathers.
She cheated on my dad then she concieved my little sister. She once left us my little sister and I, and she took my elder sister to Durban. We were left all by ourselves at the age of 10 and 12 with 2 males renting in the yard.
So I grew up knowing that I am not safe with that woman but becouse she is my mother I couldn't just go around talking. I sow the level of my mother 's cruelty when my older sister commited suicide😭😭😭😭 my mother never even cried she never even ecknowledged that part of the reason my older sister commited suicide is becouse a month before my sister died.
My mother kicked my sister out of the house becouse my sister found out that the man in Durban is not actually her father. I thought that she would at least acknowledge it to us as her kids but she never did instead she keept saying it serves my sister right that she is dead becouse she always wanted to die.
Fast forward I was still a virgin when my mother gave me some kind of pep talk about sex. She said " when you have sex use a condom"She said nothing about save yourself for marriage or dnt rush like most mothers do, it was almost as if she was incouraging it. This lead me to fall into a trap, when I staterd dating and ended up breaking my virginity before the set time.I regret that day till today becouse l ended up falling pregnant while in school and finishing school with a baby is not easy.
My mother started making endless demands from bady 's family even though they did absolutely everything for the child. This lead to my baby daddy breaking up with me. He said he can have a crazy person for a mother in law😢.When I was doing grade 12 I misteriously fell sick.
I had a strage headache and my mother was the first to instill the fear of death in me. She said" I know a lot of people who died becouse of that headache uzofa wena"I was shatterd how can this woman fill my mind with death instead of encouraging me🥺?. I was then admitted at the hopsital and I met this girl who later died when I told my mother about her death she said it should have been me😭😭😭😭
To be continued....
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