Hi admin
I'm going through a lot,I am dating a married man whom I suspect is into rituals. He is a very rich man in his sixties. He spoils me a lot and does everything I ask of him but the problem is he is he too controlling.
When I met his I was still in varsity and when I graduated he got me a job instantly. I am serving articles in one of his friend's law firm. I studied LLB so if there's anyone who can hook me up with a job please help so I leave this man.
Anyway he also owns a law firm but we decided hiring me isn't a good idea. He is a married man and when we met I was going through financial crisis at home. My parents are both not employed so we all dependent on my NSFAS allowance.
So I literally would buy groceries and share with my parents and siblings so I'd be left with very little money. He came into my life and started throwing money at me and my life became so much easier and so I decided to date him.
He then got me out of res and rented me an apartment in town and bought me a car. But the car is in his name. So it's not really mine and he refuses to change it into my names. Even the apartment I live in he controls it,no one is allowed to visit me at all.
I feel like I don't even live alone. There are days when I sleep with my clothes on and wake with my clothes on the floor but I don't remember anything on how the clothes ended up on the floor. The last memory i'd have would be getting into bed and nothin else. One day while I was sleeping I felt something hairy getting into my bed and cuddling me.
I couldn't move and that thing held me so tight from my back so I couldn't see it and I saw the man walking towards me and he smeared something that smelt like poo on my face. Infact I am convinced to this day that was poo.
I tried screaming but my voice would come out and I couldn't fight back or do anything I was just laying there. It was very hectic and I don't know what happened next but I woke up the next morning very tired and I ran to the mirror to see what was on my face.
When I got to the mirror to take a look at my face,I found nothing on my face. I looked around there was no sign of anyone being there but I could still smell the poop. I immediately called him to find out why he came with a stranger to my place and allowed the stranger to get into my bed.
He was surprised what I was talking about and acted very clueless and innocent. Mind you this guy knows my each and every move. The car has a tracker,my apartment had cameras and at work obviously he had human trackers. I live under his arm it is very stressful.
He gets so angry if I live work at 4 pm and get home after 5. He wants me to report my every move even when I decide to pass by the shops to buy something I need ,he must be informed. He likes saying I shouldn't be around many people because that washes away my soul's purity.
So a couple of months ago he started sleeping with me. All these times he wouldn't sleep with me. He just did things for me. Since he started sleeping with me at night I literally watch myself grow hair everywhere it's so scary and I don't know what condition this is.
After sleeping with me he locks me inside the apartment and leaves with the key for three days. On the third day when he comes all the hair will be gone like I'd be normal again. He sleeps with me only once a month and the next three days I become a mess.
Not only do I grow hair but I become very weak and dizzy so I basically just lay on the floor. I don't eat or bath I just keep falling asleep like I was drugged or something.
When he comes on the third day he comes with energy booster vitamins and brings me some skin ointment saying my skin looked dry when he left. He pretends to not know what I am talking about when I say I grow some hair everytime I sleep with him.
If anything he says maybe I have mental issues because I keep accusing him of weird things. The funny part is when I sleep with him that one time monthly I get a huge craving of him like I just want him and only him it's not even normal.
But on the other hand when I am over that I can't even stand him just touching my hand. I tried moving out and running away back home once but he found me. I literally can't go anywhere without him finding me. I need help please I know I should tell my parents but I don't want them to feel guilty about anything.
I've been taking care of their financial needs lying that NSFAS increased our allowance. I once bumped into his wife at a grocery store nearby and she said hi baboon and thank you for the soft life and she walked away.
That scared me so much because I have never met her nor spoken to before but I've seen her pictures that's how I knew who she was. It confirmed all my doubts about this being some kind of witchcraft or ritual. Another thing that makes it obvious is the fact that the apartment he got for me us only a few streets away from his mansion.
How does she even know me? It's obvious that I am being sacrificed. I've done so much with the money that he has been giving me but it's not worth my life I need help. I need saving.
That man and his wife are very dangerous people and it looks like it's something they have done before. They take advantage of young girl's with poor backgrounds. I was still a virgin and he took my innocence away from me only to make him his zombie.
How can anyone be so heartless. He has given me money to install a fence and gate for my family, repainted the house and changed doors to modern doors. Bought couches and installed floor tiles then asked for pictures. I think that's how he wanted to know where exactly I live so that I can never run away from him when I realise what he is doing to me.
Now I am addicted to him like a druggie is addicted to drugs. I know he is bad for me but can't help wanting him all the time even when I know it's wrong. Please anyone who can help me please come forward for me.
I want my life back ,I need myself back. He is a baboon dressed in suits.
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