I AM ONLY ATTRACTED TO RITUALISTS WITH SNAKE

I am only attracted to RITUALISTS with snakes for wealth. Let me tell you how it started. I was an innocent child who loved school more than anything. I was hard working and didn't have much friends. That is probably the reason why I was more dedicated and excelling at school.

I didn't have friends because I didn't want them, no it was simply because no one was ever Interested in being my friend. A lot of people didn't like me and it was weird because I had never done anything to them and I was a very quiet person.

I grew to accept that I wasn't the world's favourite person and made peace with it. My mom was my only friend,she also didn't have friends at all. She was wheelchair bound so she obviously had limited movements. My mom has always told me that I will one day meet a man who will love me and give me kids who will become my bestfriends so I shouldn't be bothered by other people not liking me.

When I was in matric my mom passed away. She just died peacefully in her sleep. But what's weird is that when I found her in her bed that morning,I found a yellow and white snake on top of her. I barged out of the house looking for help and when I came back with our neighbors the snake wasn't there.

That morning we realised that my mom was no more. We thought that the snake may have something to do with her death,we suspected it may have bit her but we searched her whole body hoping to see the bit Mark but none was found.

Even the paramedics and the forensics found no sign of her being bitten by a snake. On the day we buried her all went well but I kept seeing the snake following her coffin into the grave. But when I looked around trying to read people's faces I realised that none of them showed any sign of them seeing anything weird happening.

So I decided to keep it to myself. That night while I was sleeping I literally saw the snake get inside me through my priv@te part. It somehow all felt like a dream. When I woke up in the morning I felt discomfort down there but not pain just discomfort.

From that day on I've been attracting men who gives me large sums of money but intimacy with them always feels so painful. It's like they are inserting something like a knife down there and it hurts so bad. 

But you should see the satisfaction on their face after the whole thing. They get so happy and excited and gift me with so much money. But they never come back for more. I am starting to think that maybe my mom had a snake and gave up her life for my wealth.

Could I be right? I don't know who to talk to or where to even begin seeking for help because I doubt anyone would believe me.