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I SACRIFICED MY SON FOR LOVE

 The Price of Love: How I Sacrificed Everything for a Man Who Bewitched Me**



Love is supposed to be a beautiful thing—a bond that brings two people closer together, builds each other up, and creates a life full of joy and respect. But sometimes, love can trap you in a nightmare, slowly robbing you of your self-worth, your dreams, and even your family. My story is a painful reminder of how love can become a poison that destroys everything in its path, leaving nothing but regret.


### How It All Began


I met him when I was at a vulnerable point in my life. I was searching for companionship, for someone to show me love and affection in a world that had seemed too cold and indifferent. He came into my life like a whirlwind, charming me with his sweet words, his promises of forever, and his ability to make me feel like I was the center of his universe. At first, I thought I had found someone special, someone who would cherish me as I had always dreamed of being cherished. But little did I know, the man I was falling for wasn’t the one I thought he was. 


Soon enough, I realized that he wasn’t working. He told me it was a temporary setback, that he was working on something important, that he would get back on his feet soon. I believed him. I wanted to believe him. But the months went by, and I became the only one holding up our lives, working tirelessly to pay the bills and make sure everything was taken care of. 


I tried to ignore the growing sense of unease in my heart. How could I question someone I loved so deeply? How could I doubt him when he made me feel like I was everything to him? But the truth was, I was doing everything, and he was doing nothing. He was comfortable in his excuses, and I, blinded by love, couldn’t see how much he was taking advantage of me.




As the months passed, my life started to revolve entirely around him and his needs. I put his comfort before my own. I put his happiness before mine. He didn’t have a car, so I bought him one. I wanted him to feel proud and secure. But instead of appreciation, he used that car to go see his side chick, leaving me behind, wondering why I wasn’t enough. The pain was unbearable, but I kept telling myself that it would all be worth it, that he would come around and treat me right. After all, I was sacrificing so much for him.


His family lived like royalty on my dime, while mine suffered. My own mother, who had always been there for me, struggled, but I didn’t have the strength to help her because I was too busy taking care of him and his family. I couldn’t understand why things were so hard for me. Why was I the one paying for everything? Why did I have to live this life while his family enjoyed all the benefits of my hard work?


I even stopped focusing on my own children. I put their needs second to his, allowing his manipulation to convince me that their well-being could wait while I made him happy. It felt like I was losing myself—becoming someone I didn’t recognize. But the worst part was, I didn’t know how to stop. Love had consumed me so deeply that I was trapped in a web of deceit and unfulfilled promises, and no matter how much I gave, it never seemed enough.


### The Dark Path I Took


As the years went by, I became desperate. I wanted him to love me back the way I loved him. I wanted him to see all I had sacrificed for him and finally treat me the way I deserved. But he continued to disrespect me, using my love as a tool to manipulate and control me. The promises he made to change were always empty, and no matter what I did, nothing seemed to make him stay loyal or appreciate me.


One day, I found myself talking to people who promised to help me. They said they could help me get everything I wanted, that they could give me the power to change my life and his. In my desperation, I listened. I joined the dark world, seeking power that promised to make everything right. They told me I needed to make a sacrifice—something precious to me, something that would change everything.


I didn’t hesitate. I thought of my firstborn child—my precious baby who meant everything to me. The dark world promised that if I made this sacrifice, everything would fall into place. He would love me. He would treat me right. I would have everything I wanted. But I was wrong.


The night I carried out the ritual, I felt a part of me die. I lost something so precious, something I can never get back. The consequences were brutal, and my heart has never been the same since. My firstborn child—my flesh and blood—was taken from me as part of that ritual. And with their death, so did the last shred of my soul.


I realized, too late, that I had given everything for a man who didn’t deserve it. I had sacrificed my happiness, my family, my dignity, and the life of my child—all for someone who never loved me the way I loved him. In my desperation, I lost myself completely.


### The Aftermath: Living with Regret


I am left with nothing now. The man who once bewitched me with his charm is gone, leaving only painful memories and a heart full of regret. I have nothing but the shattered pieces of my life to hold on to. I never got the love I so desperately sought, and I’ve lost more than I can ever describe. 


My mother, who had suffered while I gave everything to his family, is gone now. My children, who I neglected in the name of love, are left to grow up without the mother I used to be. I can never undo the things I did, the choices I made. The man I gave everything for turned out to be a liar and a manipulator, and I’m left with nothing but pain.


But through all of this, I’ve learned a hard truth: **Love should never make you lose yourself.** You should never sacrifice your well-being, your family, or your dignity for anyone—no matter how much you think you love them. In the end, love should make you feel safe, supported, and valued, not exploited and broken. 


If you’re reading this, I want you to understand that you are worth more than any sacrifice, more than any material thing. Don’t let anyone make you feel like you have to give up everything to prove your love. True love is mutual, it lifts you up, and it makes you feel whole, not empty. Please learn from my mistakes, and don’t let your heart lead you down the same dark path I walked.