MONEY RITUAL GONE WRONG: I NOW SMELL LIKE FISH.
Hi admin please keep me anonymous I am begging you please. I've seen a lot of people that come from the same hood as me in here. I am 34 year old woman who got too desperate and went the wrong route. My friends were succeeding and I was staying behind.
The reason for this is because my step mother made me quit school after failing matric once. She said I should stay home and be a house keeper since I am not serious about school. 6 years later her own son failed matric twice and on the third time she took him to a college to complete his matric.
But I wasn't given that chance even after I begged so much. At age 25 I fell pregnant and she chased me out of my father's house and I did not fight her. It was my mother and father's house but my mom passed away first then my dad remarried.
Anyway I went to live with my grandmother but soon after that she also passed away and life got extremely hard angifun' ungasho. My child and I suffered a lot and we had no one to turn to. My dad also disowned me because he lost R10 000 in the house and he was made to believe that I am the culprit.
My step brother took it but his mom protected him and pinned it on me. Anyway after struggling so much ,I became friends with this lady that everyone hated because she was selling her body. She was so kind and warm that eventually I became very attached to her.
She used to feed my baby and I and she would tell me never to join the business that she was in. She took us in and life became easier. Her family disowned her so we became her new family and she ours. Unfortunately she passed away and I decided to take over her job.
But her clients would come and go. There were not as loyal as they would be to her. Her friend of hers introduced me to their sangoma. The sangoma worked on my body. It was scary,she smeared some black things on me and she also rubbed something reddish inside my private part.
I am not sure what it is but she said that thing is what will make men attracted to me and keep coming back. She said it's the water goddess. I was also told that I needed to keep feeding it. I had to feed it by sleeping with different men. And she made it clear that if I don't feed it then it will cause chaos for me.
Indeed the first two months it worked like magic. The clients kept coming back for more. Then one particular client who kept on coming back none stop then proposed. I was so happy to finally be taken away from the hard life of sleeping with different men for money.
To cut the long story short admin,once I quit the job then I started developing a very foul smell down there. It smells like tin fish or rather raw fish. Its absolutely horrible I don't know what to do anyone.
The man that wanted to marry me took me back where he found me because the smell would be all over the house. Even where he took me back no one books me anymore.
Everyone runs away from me even my colleagues please. I went back to the Sangoma and I was told it's because I cheated the ritual and now it's eating me from inside and the smell will only go away the day I am dead.
Only my child tolerates the smell and I feel so bad because it can not be healthy to be around such an atmosphere especially for a young child.
I'm living a very sad and painful life,I'm not even doing too well being a mother to my child because I'm always locked inside. I can't even take her for ice cream or even just playing around.
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