I SACRIFICED MY CHILD FOR FAME AND WEALTH

 I SACRIFICED MY CHILD FOR FAME AND WEALTH.

I grew up watching a lot of TV and I have always known that I wanted to end up on TV. I didn't have a clue as to what I wanted to be doing on TV but I knew that if there's one dream and goal that I had ,then it definitely would be being on TV.

I tried auditions for all sort of things but I never even got a mere call back anywhere. I was always so devasted and crying myself to sleep because the truth is that I knew very well that I was talented and also everyone around me would always tell me the same.

Why I wasn't getting any call back beat me. I even went for singing auditions because all I ever wanted was to be on TV. One day while I was going home I came across and albino sangoma.

She looked me straight in my eyes and passed. We passed each other actually but it was at that moment that I realised that everytime I am from an audition I see the sangoma. It was the way that she looked at me that caught my attention that day.

Anyway when I got home,that evening I dreamt about the sangoma. In the dream she stopped me and told me that she knows what I wanted and only she can make it happen. I asked her what is it that I wanted and she said fame and wealth. I knelt down infront of her with tears in my eyes and she disssapeared. 

I quickly woke up and I started crying so much. Everything felt so real. My son was sleeping beside me and he asked me what was wrong. I quickly came back to my senses and told him that it was a bad dream and he should go back to sleep.

I loved my son so much and he was all I had. We lived in a tiny rented room somewhere in a Kasi outside Joburg. I went back to sleep. In the morning I woke up to an SMS that there was another audition the next day.

I prepared myself for the audition and the next day I went there. On my way back I saw the very same sangoma again. She still gave me that look but this time the look came with a bit of a smile and welcoming eyes.

It was as if we had met and had a conversation. We passed each other again but this time something in my head kept on saying go back and talk to her. I ran back and she saw coming and started walking faster. 

I tried to catch up but she was very fast ,it was as if she was walking on air. But eventually I saw where she ended and I went there. I found her sitted ,it was under a bridge next to a dam. She asked me without even looking at me why I was following her.

I told her I dreamt about her being my destiny helper. She turned around and said but you've been ignoring me for the longest time so why should I help you now? I knelt down and begged her to please help me. I told her that I would do anything.

She said what do you want me to help you with,I opened up my heart to her and she then said you have what I want and I have what you want,it's tit for tat. I repeated that I would do anything. She then said I should meet her after seven days at the very same spot and I should bring my son along.

I was so desperate that I didn't even ask what my son was needed for. She walked away and I walked away too. Seven days I indeed went to the very same dam with my son.

We found her waiting at the very same spot and she told me to take out my phone and choose any TV job that I wanted and then email them. In my email I was told to be specific about what I  and get straight to the point.

I chose a show I've always wanted to present and I emailed the production team. They replied my email almost immediately giving me their studio address. She told me to go and I'll get a contract and once I've signed it I must come back and meet her again with my son.

My son was confused but he trusted me and knew that I'd never harm him. My son was also an albino. I left and the next day I went to the studio and we did a quick screening and they were very impressed and offered me a job immediately. They even created a new role specially for me.

I was to start shooting in a few weeks and I was beyond excited because it was a huge TV show. I took my son to meet the sangoma and found her at the very same spot. She turned around and smiled and said I need to borrow your son for sometime and you will get more work.

She said you will be too easy to take of your child and he needs special kind of attention and care. Seeing that him and I are the same only I can take better care of him. I agreed and we left. The day of my First shoot I then called her to come fetch her from my workplace.

She came and that was the last day I ever sat my eyes on both of them. I don't know where else to seek for help but I believe I exchanged my son for fame and wealth. Fame and wealth I have now but I need my son too.

I wanted to become the person that I am today to give my son a better life. What's the point of having a better life without my son in it. I have tried consulting and going to church and they all tell me the same thing.

They say I have given my child to a mermaid and I will never get him back because he now lives underwater and there's no one who can get there unless they can communicate with spirits from the under world . 

I am here seeking for help to find anyone who have those powers. I am willing to pay anything even if it means paying with my life,please. It's been 7 years without my son and he was only 8 years old at the time. He is 14 Years now and I don't even know if he still looks the same.

I am pleading and hoping to find help on this page. This is my last hope. Help me share this story as much as you can until it reaches my helper.