I WORKED IN A MORTUARY AND MADE A LOT OF MONEY FROM SELLING BODY PARTS

 I WORKED IN A MORTUARY AND MADE A LOT OF MONEY FROM SELLING BODY PARTS TO BUSINESS OWNERS.

I am being haunted by spirits I can't even get away from. Sometimes it even feels like I am losing my mind, actually sometimes I do lose my mind especially at gatherings.

A lot has been happening to me and I've kept it to myself but I can't keep quiet anymore. Even the people where I live regard me as a mad man because apparently there are other days where I walk around without clothes.

They say I walk around like that talking to myself and laughing till I drop. I can't say whether it's true or not but I don't remember ever walking around the neighborhood undressed. But I am starting to believe it because I've heard it from different people.

Also the way that people from my hood looks at me makes me believe that there may be a possibility although I don't have any memory of it at all. The young ones run away when they see me,surely I have traumatised them.

My issue here isn't one that I did money ritual but I believe I was a second hand ritualist. I used to work in a mortuary for many years. The truth is my salary was not enough. I had a lot of responsibilities weighing me down.

I found myself agreeing to shady dealings. One day when I was on my way from work,I was walking to the taxi rank to catch a taxi home. A tall man in expensive suite stopped his car and offered me a lift.

When I said no he called be my name and surname. He laughed at me saying that it's so weird that I don't recognise him,he said that after seeing the shock on my face when he called me by name.

He then said we used to live in the same hood but his family moved a long time ago. He described my parent's house and even told me my siblings names. I hopped in finding this all interesting and exciting at the same time.

I wanted to hear more so I can atleast remember him. But nothing, he asked me why I'm not driving and I told him I don't have a car. He laughed and said you don't have a car yet you work in a money mine?

I told him I didn't work in a mine,the joke flew past me. He said I know where you work and your dead people are worth thousands of rands. We arrived at the taxi rank and he dropped me off. He gave me his number and said if I wanted to buy any car of my dreams by the end of the year then I should call him.

Dream car? I thought to myself,we were in the 5th Month of the year already. I got home and I texted him on WhatsApp and we began talking. He didn't beat around the bush. He told me to bring him the middle finger of a female corpse and get will give me 20K. 

That shocked me and I stopped talking to him for a couple of days but I couldn't stop thinking about our conversation. Life kept getting tougher and tougher and eventually I sent him a location where to pick up the finger and he gave me the money as promised.

Before I knew it I was giving him any body part of his choice twice a month and I was making around 100K a month. This was because sometimes he would want private parts and they paid more. He said he was selling the parts to business owners to strengthen their businesses.

Suddenly I had spirits following and harrassing me. I had to stop but I had already angered too many spirits. I have stopped selling but I am being haunted in the most traumatic way and I don't know what to do anymore. Please help.