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NGITHWELE AND I WANT TO COME CLEAN

 NGITHWELE & I WANT TO COME CLEAN ABOUT THE SACRIFICE I CHOSE & QUIT!!!


I'm a self motivated 22 year old male who reside in durban now. I'm from Newcastle by birth. On 2019 I got introduced to "Ukuthwala ngesidlo" since I refused to sacrifice using bl00d. My mentor then said the sacrifice then would be "Isidlo" providing female poop to the baboon that was given to me. Women had to volunteer to poop & offer R1 on the plate then I'll have to pay them a lot of money since others made a career out of it.

In 2019 I came across an old man who promised me wealth and wisdom if I helped him with his herding his cattles for a couple of months. He promised to teach me wisdom that will carry me into fortunes for the entire existence of my being. I was young, curious and ambitious. I didn't even think about consequences at all.

This man lived alone in his big house at the mountain next to a huge river. According to elders in our village,the man used to live in our village but was banned from the village because of witchcraft. He was popular for being a wicked witch but he somehow managed to convince me that the villagers were just jealous of him and they fabricated lies about him to eliminate him from the village.

I believed him,but now I'm starting to think he used some kind of Muti to make me believe,trust and sympathise with him. No one even knew where exactly he had relocated to. He also made me promise to never tell anyone where he was now. I don't even know how I found him but i do remember that it had something to do with sleep walking.

I last saw my self falling asleep at home and next thing I am at his house. And that's how I've been meeting with his ever since. I sleep walk to his house. He is the one that performed the ritual between the baboon and I. My life has never been normal since I discovered that man.

The challenge was to lure as many women as possible towards me, spoil them with all kinds of food and in the food I'd add Muti to make nature to call them. They would then poop in a silver Shiney bowl and I'd offer them a satisfying amount of money for their poop.

The main challenge was that each time a woman came over I had to make sure they poop in a bowel then I had to serve the poop to my baboon,whenever the baboon ate the poop I could taste it in my mouth.

I believe that is because when I recieved the baboon from the guy who initiated me into sthwalo performed a ritual between the baboon and I and told us that we are now.

When the baboon falls ill or is in pain I feel the pain also. There was some sort of blood exchange between the baboon and I during the ritual. This is so painful to me because I have a curfew and I am not enjoying my life fully. 

If I stay out after the 11pm curfew then I start behaving like a baboon during the people. I remember this one time I got so carried away I forgot my curfew at groove and when 11pm hit I started seeing the club as a jungle.

I was hoping from one table to the next,swinging on toilet doors. A lot was happening that night and I was also fiddling with people's hair hoping to find insects to snack on. I ended up in jail that night but luckily it was somewhere far from home where no one knew me.

I have made a lot of women rich back at home until I relocated here in durban. I thought by moving here I will be able to live a normal life without women knocking on my door.

I became popular for making women rich but what they also don't know is I suffer from the taste of the poop in my mouth. Also I was never clear about how their poop is also sacrificing them. The poop  they donate will cause them a lot of complications on their reproductive system.

The poop donation is a big curse in their lives and they are not aware because money excited them more than anything. I had to also move away so that by the time they realised that by selling the poop they have sold their freedom away.

I didn't want to be held responsible for their greed and shallow minds somehow because we were both to be held accountable but I know that when sh*t hit the fan then only I would be blamed and possibly assaulted.

I am tired of the running away life because I can not stay in one place for too long as it will also put my life at risk. I can also no longer sleep with any woman since I've been using them as the sacrifices.

But however the baboon sleeps with them unknowingly and later when they have left I sleep with the baboon and it feels the same as sleeping with a real woman as it had cloned the woman's se*uality by sleeping with them. 

I still have ambitions & dreams to chase since I'm young. I don't even enjoy the money anymore since now I have to eat at least twice 4 times a month.

 I REALLY WANT OUT NOW ITS BEEN YEARS IN THIS ROAD. I WONT MENTION HOW WEALTHY I AM FOR SAFETY REASONS.